Throughout June, more friends have been offering their poems for the next Anthology from dVerse Poets, provisionally titled ‘Krisis: Poetry at the crossroads’. You can find the submission detaiis here.
It’s Open Link Night at dVerse Poets and it’s my turn to race the deadline, offering ‘the crossing’ . It emerged the morning after a Soul Retrieval journey offered by a young shamanic practitioner.
the crossing
~ to accept ourself
back into our own arms,
held closer to this soul than it could ever be
before they cut my breast away
and sewed the earthworm scar across my heart;
~ to allow myself into the ancient grove
where I lie down upon the woodland floor --
old Oak clearing littered with lichen, moss and fern --
where I root in, mycorrhizal, unto the family of all things unified;
~ to accept my weal as being gift, both Prospero and portent, kindly soft of sight;
sanity and health by small degrees, the lees in the cup bitter, the medicine proportionate -
to swim through awe, a slow doggy paddle towards integrity;
~ to shore up, safe upon the shingle, tingling
with voice again, and now with dignity and grace;
~ to be your face.
© Kathy Labrum McVittie 19 June 2025

I’d love to know more about the Soul Retrieval journey, Kathy. The tone of this poem is so different from your other work. I like it a lot. Is it autobiographical? I especially love these lines:
‘…I lie down upon the woodland floor —
old Oak clearing littered with lichen, moss and fern —
where I root in, mycorrhizal, unto the family of all things unified’
and
‘to swim through awe, a slow doggy paddle towards integrity;
~ to shore up, safe upon the shingle, tingling’.
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Thank you for your warm feedback, Kim. Yes, the poem has much of memoir in it. The second stanza relates to part of the recent shamanic journey and the “doggy paddle” anticipates confidence-building swimming lessons this winter. So that perhaps I can swim in Norfolk one autumn…
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You’re always welcome, Kathy.
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The first five lines are incredibly powerful!
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I’m glad this met you, Lillian! Thank you for saying.
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Kathy, profound and resonant, sharing deeply of the soul journey.
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Thank you Li, it rolled out of me like a tide x
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You’re welcome. Sounds like it needed to roll out…
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A lovely, lively, shamanic affirmation … I love the body’s “mycorrhizal” raputre and the earthworm scar which serves as birthmark. Years ago I did a series called “Letters To A Dead Shaman” that explored my historic wounds as wombs of transformation. ‘Tis true, we grow up by growing down. Amen.
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Ah Brendan, you see these things; thank you. Yes to Earthworm as birthmark; yes to rooting down so as to rise, to expand.
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An amazing poem of introspection, endurance, and recovery! That is quite a journey. Glad you are on the healing end!
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The journey and the healing continue, curated by affirmative friends like you, Dwight!
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Wonderful. I am honored to be an encouragement to you.
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What a profound and important journey that must have been! I love his emotional and metaphorical presentation of it – and wonder if perhaps you actually experienced it in the form of those metaphors .
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What a big question, Rosemary! I’m inclined to say “yes”, although the experience of safe sea swimming is still in the future, to overcome a lifetime’s fear of drowning.
The Earthworm scar on my left chest is very real, as of surgery on summer solstice 2022, and I shared it in a Life Modelling art group this spring. Very liberating!
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We have a thing or two in common! I have had a lifelong drowning phobia – though I do swim, feebly, from the neck down (face always out of the water).And I have been a life model in the past.
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